Bah..
This rly sucks.. or okey, should I take it in the possitiv way first mebe ;D so I wont booore you all at first ^^ Okey, I had a BLAST yesterday actually..! at first I was with Ante... n we watshed Stormbreaker, whish had a DROP DEAD gorgeous guy in it ^^ n then we saw .. erhm, aye ! Ultraviolet ;D it was cool, I so love Milla jovo.. sumthin ;D whatever ^^ erhm.. n thn I went home n ate n I went to Ante again ! This time only to have sum1 to walk to "Kåtan" with ;P n so we went out in the forrest.. it was rly fun ;D since it was SO dark ! Couldnt see like anything.. so it was fun :) We made it to Kåtan n so there was .. sum ppl ;P loads of -92.s ^^ among those, my brother.. n they were drinkin.. or it was their attention, but since my brother were like the only 1 who had booze.. it wasnt that interesting.. it was pretty boring.. but we sat there until Kim n Johan were gon walk n talk serious.. so me n Ante left... we went up in the forrest, to a place where you can see the entire city :) it was RLY cool ! to bad I had a bad camera so I couldnt rly photo it... I can put a pic up but it's not that giving ;D
Well aye, after a while my bro called n wanted to come, cuz every1 had left... so we went along n met him.. thn we went up again n we started to walk along in the forrest ^^ whn we finally found the road, we met Johan n Kim :D so they got their bikes, whish was punctured ! sum feckin arses had punctured them.. n so we got rly angry but we went along.. me n Ante ran round, goofing ;D haha it was fun ^^ n so we tried to climb trees n he jumped at sum1's like.. wth.. dont know the word ;D anyways.. thn Ante ran in a bush n we followed him n every1 goofed round in a bush XD hahahah n Johan dragged me on sum boatthingy.. haha n we forced every1 into a telephoneboot ;D .... I so loved that... you'd been soo lovely all night... but now, oh god.. I could've stayed in that boot all night.. I love whn you're teasin me ^^ I love your precence ... I love your fucking everything ! DAMNIT ! This is so fucking not gd for me.. it feels harsh but, love.. I think I've to stop spending any time at all with you.. I cant let you go if I'll be with you like this... I'll never stop loving you... and I dunno but it feels like I have to, I have to stop care bout you... *sigh* but I dont wanna.. I wanna have you, still.. why am I doin this ?! Why cant I jus DROP it ! Fucking shit ! GOD ! Plz jus take it away from me.. why cant I forget bout you n jus be your friend ?... I so hate this... ;(
Well okey, Im off this now.. had a blast anyways, it's jus these after thoughts that sucks ;D haha I wish I could totally skip them, it would be rly great ;P
Have no idea what to do 2daz, HOPEFULLY I'll get my fuckin operativesystem soon.. ! stupid shit havnt been in town yet so, havnt got it yet... ;P I'll fucking kick his stupid arse if he doesnt give it to me soon... ;P
Well overNout <3 love you all <33
FUCK LOVE THAT AARON'S BACK [L] LOVE YOU BABE, FOREVER N EVER N EVER MORE <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 I forgive you for everything since I cant live without you hunhun [L][L][L]
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Well aye, after a while my bro called n wanted to come, cuz every1 had left... so we went along n met him.. thn we went up again n we started to walk along in the forrest ^^ whn we finally found the road, we met Johan n Kim :D so they got their bikes, whish was punctured ! sum feckin arses had punctured them.. n so we got rly angry but we went along.. me n Ante ran round, goofing ;D haha it was fun ^^ n so we tried to climb trees n he jumped at sum1's like.. wth.. dont know the word ;D anyways.. thn Ante ran in a bush n we followed him n every1 goofed round in a bush XD hahahah n Johan dragged me on sum boatthingy.. haha n we forced every1 into a telephoneboot ;D .... I so loved that... you'd been soo lovely all night... but now, oh god.. I could've stayed in that boot all night.. I love whn you're teasin me ^^ I love your precence ... I love your fucking everything ! DAMNIT ! This is so fucking not gd for me.. it feels harsh but, love.. I think I've to stop spending any time at all with you.. I cant let you go if I'll be with you like this... I'll never stop loving you... and I dunno but it feels like I have to, I have to stop care bout you... *sigh* but I dont wanna.. I wanna have you, still.. why am I doin this ?! Why cant I jus DROP it ! Fucking shit ! GOD ! Plz jus take it away from me.. why cant I forget bout you n jus be your friend ?... I so hate this... ;(
Well okey, Im off this now.. had a blast anyways, it's jus these after thoughts that sucks ;D haha I wish I could totally skip them, it would be rly great ;P
Have no idea what to do 2daz, HOPEFULLY I'll get my fuckin operativesystem soon.. ! stupid shit havnt been in town yet so, havnt got it yet... ;P I'll fucking kick his stupid arse if he doesnt give it to me soon... ;P
Well overNout <3 love you all <33
FUCK LOVE THAT AARON'S BACK [L] LOVE YOU BABE, FOREVER N EVER N EVER MORE <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 I forgive you for everything since I cant live without you hunhun [L][L][L]
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I hate this.
Me likes the autumn <3
Everything sucks.. why did you even had to come here ?! .. GOD ! Now I cant let you go... You're the charmiest ever.. I so hate this. Why did you have to live in another country ! I wish it was YOU we were gon visit whn my class' goin to Norway.. </3 It's breakin my heart.. I know we doesnt even know eachother, but still.. your charm did it all.. Everytime you smiled at me it jus felt like I melted :$ you serisouly had this GLOW that jus made it SO hard not to like.. look at you. My eyes kinda.. got drawn to you.. <3
Seriously, whn you smiled everything lightnened up ! Everything jus felt SO much better n you kinda got all super happy ;D I SOO loved that feelin.. It felt good to have sum1 to look for.. Cuz I always looked for you :$ I couldnt help it, couldnt help it that I had to see you all the time :$ you jus made me so much happier.. Jus like Kim did.. It was like the exakt feelin.. it felt soo good.. n so YOU HAVE TO LEAVE?!
I hope we'll meet whn we go to Norway, I SO DO ! But it's like AGES left until that... You've prolly forgotten bout me by thn... Im sure.. You've prolly alrdy forgotten bout me.. Or you mebe never've remebered me at all. . . . . </3
I miss you alrdy <3
I'VE GOT MY COMPUTER NOW !!!! :D:D:D:D:D <3 <3<3<3<3<3<3<3
I SO LOVE IT :D Tho I havnt got it running yet since I need an operativesystem... ;( Bah that sucks.. well aye, I've got it now anyways :) Hopefully Kärre's got one for me as fast as possible.. :) Until thn, I can jus enjoy the view ;D
Around 40 days left... <3 God Im longing... there's no word in the world that can explain.... <3
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6 weeks left!
I'm gon die... it's SIX fucking weeks left.. that's like ages.. Well it has gon 4 weeks since last time I thought it was ages left ;P So it's ages - 4 weeks ;D
Im SO dyyyin for week 44, there's no1 in the world that can understand how much Im longing !! :) Im totally FUCKED up bout it.. I cant stop thinkin bout it <3
But thn again, 6 weeks' mebe not that much.. it can go rly fast.. I jus dont need to think bout it 24/7, like I do, thn it might would be better ;P But like it's said, The one who waits for sumthin gd, never waits too long ;) .. But it sure sounds better in swedish ;D haha
I partyed yesterday !! It was sooo fun ! ;D I seriously had a blast. ! I first went to Manda's n there me, Ante, Manda n Mange made food.. or Mange jus laid on the bed, doin nothin ;P Anyways.. we started drinkin n waited for Susanne n so we went to Catte n thn we went to Danne n we were out in the town n yeah.. it was very fun :)
Tho I forgot my jacket at Catte's so I had to walk her home at like 2 ;D But it was rly fun.. Ante came as well :) I want a cheeseburger without cheese ;D Had a blast <3 It was rly nice.. Wanna do it all over again ! :) Fell asleep at like 3 or sumthin I think... Nice night <3
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Im SO dyyyin for week 44, there's no1 in the world that can understand how much Im longing !! :) Im totally FUCKED up bout it.. I cant stop thinkin bout it <3
But thn again, 6 weeks' mebe not that much.. it can go rly fast.. I jus dont need to think bout it 24/7, like I do, thn it might would be better ;P But like it's said, The one who waits for sumthin gd, never waits too long ;) .. But it sure sounds better in swedish ;D haha
I partyed yesterday !! It was sooo fun ! ;D I seriously had a blast. ! I first went to Manda's n there me, Ante, Manda n Mange made food.. or Mange jus laid on the bed, doin nothin ;P Anyways.. we started drinkin n waited for Susanne n so we went to Catte n thn we went to Danne n we were out in the town n yeah.. it was very fun :)
Tho I forgot my jacket at Catte's so I had to walk her home at like 2 ;D But it was rly fun.. Ante came as well :) I want a cheeseburger without cheese ;D Had a blast <3 It was rly nice.. Wanna do it all over again ! :) Fell asleep at like 3 or sumthin I think... Nice night <3
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Life sucks.
Life sucks, that's a fact. I can't go on living my life like this, it breaks down my heart. Whenever I get happy there's always something to make me sad. Or is it all my fault ? Bet it is.. it's probably just my fault because I just make everything hundred times worst then it is. No, it'y my fault because I fell in love with a guy to far away and I pushed him to much and I made him feel uncomfortable so he backed off and left me be.. I guess Im a pusher... WTF, how can I be that? I can't be a pusher since it has taken me almost 3 years to let him kno wI feel this way.. and I never push people, Im the person who makes them take all the time they want and let them come to me first... I can't possible be a pusher...
I so want you back, or the times we had. I've never had you.. well, there was a time when it really felt like I had you.. but I don't think I'll ever have you... I'm so not your type.. seriously.. you can tell me HOW many times you want that you don't care about how I look or how fucked up I am, that you love me for who am I.. It's so hard to believe that you can like me when the girl you where together with before was a total scank.. blonde hair, thin body, many friends and populaire... *shocker* that's so the opposite to ME! It's hard to imagine that you can go from her to me... And you don't know me and you havn't seen me so you can't say that you know how I am and how I look... Pictures and cam lies.. it's not precisly how I look in real life..
I want to know why you are not talking to me, what have I done?
Why have you started to fall asleep wen you are texting, you never did before, you always said I love you before you fell asleep..
Why didn't you talk to me on msn yesterday either? WHAT HAVE I DONE?! You started to ignore me and it's your feelings that have faded away, not mine.. Mine have just become stronger.. And now I can't let you go...
It's sad how everything ends... it's sad how everything goes.. I wish I could have a happy ending..
I so want you back, or the times we had. I've never had you.. well, there was a time when it really felt like I had you.. but I don't think I'll ever have you... I'm so not your type.. seriously.. you can tell me HOW many times you want that you don't care about how I look or how fucked up I am, that you love me for who am I.. It's so hard to believe that you can like me when the girl you where together with before was a total scank.. blonde hair, thin body, many friends and populaire... *shocker* that's so the opposite to ME! It's hard to imagine that you can go from her to me... And you don't know me and you havn't seen me so you can't say that you know how I am and how I look... Pictures and cam lies.. it's not precisly how I look in real life..
I want to know why you are not talking to me, what have I done?
Why have you started to fall asleep wen you are texting, you never did before, you always said I love you before you fell asleep..
Why didn't you talk to me on msn yesterday either? WHAT HAVE I DONE?! You started to ignore me and it's your feelings that have faded away, not mine.. Mine have just become stronger.. And now I can't let you go...
It's sad how everything ends... it's sad how everything goes.. I wish I could have a happy ending..
An ending with you.... </3
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Sickness sucks.
I so hate bein sick.. it SUCKS big time... n this with workin out, it's not goin that welleither.. cuz first time I was gon workout, my bro had a autummarket, so I didnt have time.. thn 2daz I was s'pose to work out.. but I got sick for like 3 hours ago ! That's SO my luck.. god doesnt want mt to work out, he want me to be fat all my life n be hated n unwanted... stupid life...
We have a species test 2moz on flowers... I dont know like any species at all, seriously.. i'll so flonk on that test.. well well, I dont rly care.. it's jus ONE test n it's not like I've plant to be sumthin that requires that sort of skills... n so we've fysics this week too... ome, seriously I cant handle this. n so I've to do french homework, read a swedish book, write bout sumthin from the antiquity, write a filmreview on the movie Perfume, catsh up in math... Im sure there's sumthin else that I've missed that I actually should do... But I dont manage to do that now... Im so sick of homework.... Im not a homework kinda person... I cant do homework... well.. it's life....
I've been tryin to write a storie, in english.. but it's not goin that well... I've writte quite alot but I've got stuck.. I dont know what to write now.. I think I need to get in this RLY bad I-wanna-cut-myself kinda mood .. since the storie's bout that, so it jus gets better if I rly feel what I write, it f you know wha tI mean... aye, whatever.. we'll jus have to wait n see whn it'll get finished....
I so hate bein sick.. well, now Im off to Ante's to studdy... talk to y'all later, *LOVES* <33
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We have a species test 2moz on flowers... I dont know like any species at all, seriously.. i'll so flonk on that test.. well well, I dont rly care.. it's jus ONE test n it's not like I've plant to be sumthin that requires that sort of skills... n so we've fysics this week too... ome, seriously I cant handle this. n so I've to do french homework, read a swedish book, write bout sumthin from the antiquity, write a filmreview on the movie Perfume, catsh up in math... Im sure there's sumthin else that I've missed that I actually should do... But I dont manage to do that now... Im so sick of homework.... Im not a homework kinda person... I cant do homework... well.. it's life....
I've been tryin to write a storie, in english.. but it's not goin that well... I've writte quite alot but I've got stuck.. I dont know what to write now.. I think I need to get in this RLY bad I-wanna-cut-myself kinda mood .. since the storie's bout that, so it jus gets better if I rly feel what I write, it f you know wha tI mean... aye, whatever.. we'll jus have to wait n see whn it'll get finished....
I so hate bein sick.. well, now Im off to Ante's to studdy... talk to y'all later, *LOVES* <33
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I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for being a pain in the ass, I'm sorry for everything I do wrong. I'm sorry for everything I do that hurts you and I'm sorry that I'm not what you want me to be.
I don't know why I hurt you or why I always try to make you jealous. I don't know why I always wanna make you cry and why I always want you to come to me. I have no idea why I can't take it when you don't answere or that I can't think when I havn't talked to you. I can't help the fact that I need you and I always want you near. I can't help the fact that I love you.... <3
I'm sorry for the things I've done
I'm sorry for all the pain I've caused you
I'm sorry if I'm not around
I can leave you if you want to </3
I don't wanna cry anymore, I don't wanna think of it. I just wanna forget that all of this have ever happened and just start it over. Why can't I just be like everyone else, have a normal life, fall in love with a normal guy, in MY town... Why can't I just be a normal kid with normal grades and have normal friends. Why can't I be the normal girl with a boring normal life, with normal issues and normal family. Sometimes it might've been better if I were normal, that I had all these normal things and just... didn't have to have these udd, strange, wierd things and relationships. Sometimes I just wish I hadn't met you and that I hadn't got to know you, then I might would have another life, a better one? Who knows... All I know now, is that I never wanna loose you, even though it might sounds so, sometimes. <3
Jag Älskar Dig, Joakim Martin Carlsson Lauridsen <3
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I don't know why I hurt you or why I always try to make you jealous. I don't know why I always wanna make you cry and why I always want you to come to me. I have no idea why I can't take it when you don't answere or that I can't think when I havn't talked to you. I can't help the fact that I need you and I always want you near. I can't help the fact that I love you.... <3
I'm sorry for the things I've done
I'm sorry for all the pain I've caused you
I'm sorry if I'm not around
I can leave you if you want to </3
I don't wanna cry anymore, I don't wanna think of it. I just wanna forget that all of this have ever happened and just start it over. Why can't I just be like everyone else, have a normal life, fall in love with a normal guy, in MY town... Why can't I just be a normal kid with normal grades and have normal friends. Why can't I be the normal girl with a boring normal life, with normal issues and normal family. Sometimes it might've been better if I were normal, that I had all these normal things and just... didn't have to have these udd, strange, wierd things and relationships. Sometimes I just wish I hadn't met you and that I hadn't got to know you, then I might would have another life, a better one? Who knows... All I know now, is that I never wanna loose you, even though it might sounds so, sometimes. <3
Jag Älskar Dig, Joakim Martin Carlsson Lauridsen <3
Solitude * Vacancy <3
New hair.
Okey.. pretty long time since I wrote last.. it's not like me.. ;O Well I dont have TIME anymore... ;( it sucks.. I have to do homework n like.. hang out with Nils XD hahahah Well aye.. that's what I did yesterday :P Except from the homework.. I didnt do any.. I got stuck n so I called Joakim instead XD haha well 2daz I rly have to do homework... I have to catch up.... haha I dont do that much on my lessons (A) haha
I have a problem... What if I LIKE you... like, like like you... ;S Never thought bout that actually... I jus... I jus thought you were hot at first.. but Now I can stop lookin at you ! ;O I cant stop .. stalkin you XD hahah sry hun but it's true :P I cant stop searchin for you everywhere n stare at you XD Im a stare person (A) But I dunno what I rly feel for you other thn that you're hot XD but aye... I dont rly care atm... But YOU stare too... So I dunno WHAT to think ;S You make me confused... What do you want from me ? . . . . Well aye... do whatever you like, until that you're only Eyecandy for me :D
Other thn that I think it's all cool... (: Everthin's workin alright n I dont feel depressed n I dont wanna die ;D hahah progress ^^ well aye.. bet it'll soon turn :P But hey, lets jus enjoy it until that happends... lets jus enjoy my happiness while it lasts :D And yeah ! I've colored my hair !!! I and LOVE iiiit... It's ALMOST black now (: I'll jus take it in steps.. bet it'll be black in the end ;D
Over n out now, gon to ignore Joakim for fun sake *EVIL* LOVE YOU ALL <3<3<3<3
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I have a problem... What if I LIKE you... like, like like you... ;S Never thought bout that actually... I jus... I jus thought you were hot at first.. but Now I can stop lookin at you ! ;O I cant stop .. stalkin you XD hahah sry hun but it's true :P I cant stop searchin for you everywhere n stare at you XD Im a stare person (A) But I dunno what I rly feel for you other thn that you're hot XD but aye... I dont rly care atm... But YOU stare too... So I dunno WHAT to think ;S You make me confused... What do you want from me ? . . . . Well aye... do whatever you like, until that you're only Eyecandy for me :D
Other thn that I think it's all cool... (: Everthin's workin alright n I dont feel depressed n I dont wanna die ;D hahah progress ^^ well aye.. bet it'll soon turn :P But hey, lets jus enjoy it until that happends... lets jus enjoy my happiness while it lasts :D And yeah ! I've colored my hair !!! I and LOVE iiiit... It's ALMOST black now (: I'll jus take it in steps.. bet it'll be black in the end ;D
Over n out now, gon to ignore Joakim for fun sake *EVIL* LOVE YOU ALL <3<3<3<3
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Partey.
Well oks.. erhm.. (A) haha yesterday... party at Manda's... or the party only stayed at Manda's for like 20mins or drinking.. I arrived to Manda at like.. half past 6.. thn she n C. went to get sum booze n so E. came n after a while they came n so J. arrived as well... they started drinkin n so after like 20min E. said she's alone at home, except from her bro... so we went over to her n continued drinkin... n yeah, her bro was like.. what do I call it... aye, HOT! n so we played load music n had a blast, we smoked n drank n so... thn her bro n his friend picked up a waterpipe that they started to smoke.. He could do smokerings.. it was pretty cool ;O N so sum played Twister n I jus went round photographin everythin :D But around like.. 12 or sumthin, I jus fel like I've smoked WAAY to much n I got rrlllyyy nauseous... ;S So I'd to go n lay down for a while.. n so J. came n .. I dunno, make sure I would puke Xp n so A. came n hit me on my stomach -.-' Feackin arse ! I almost puked at him... Well anyways.. later on I felt rly great :D n so I went outside to the guys, includin E.'s bro.. (A) hahahah n so I stood there watshin M. smoke his arse off.. Oh my gosch...;D haha well well.. at like 1 or sumthin we'd to go out coz E. wanted to get better n clean sum up.. thn we, M. M. A. J. n me, went to Statoil.. they wanted to eat.. -.-'' There we met sum guys, includin E.'s bro XD hahaha Sry I cant help it (A) thn we went n got C. n thn we went home to M. n so me n A. started to walk home... n so I arrived home at like.. sumtime over 2.. (: Thn I jus cleaned up n went to bed !! <3
It was a GREAT night actually :D I'd rl fun n I tried smoke waterpipe for the first time ;O haha Jus not gonna drink n smoke that much at the same time.... I wonder what Im off to do 2daz... I could be with Nic n Marc but I dunno what they're gon do 2daz... N I rly feel I've to shower actually.. well well.. we'll see how everythin works out.. I'm off from the blog now.. LOVE YOU ALL <333
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It was a GREAT night actually :D I'd rl fun n I tried smoke waterpipe for the first time ;O haha Jus not gonna drink n smoke that much at the same time.... I wonder what Im off to do 2daz... I could be with Nic n Marc but I dunno what they're gon do 2daz... N I rly feel I've to shower actually.. well well.. we'll see how everythin works out.. I'm off from the blog now.. LOVE YOU ALL <333
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Almost weekend.
Well thn ! Almost weekend.. I've almost made it through an entire week of school.. feels nice ! I've a pretty neat schedule actually (: Well anyways.. Im not gon look to happy since I might get sum rly big trouble later on.. What, I dunno, but Im sure sumthin'll pop up.. well thn.. I love my english teacher.. she seems cool :P I LOVE english now so darn much.. (: n so we've a better french teacher *YAY* I so dont miss Wivianne... wohahah.. :P anyways.. I've to talk to a guy bout my schedule a bit.. Need to change it I think.. have to think sumthin thru n we'll see how I work that out..
OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD... I so love guys.. they're soo hot.. I cant rly believe it.. WOHA ! <3 Well well... I think it's better if I stay single and look at them? Cuz.. if I would get a boyfriend... he would get RLY jealous cuz seriously... Jus bcs I get a boyfriend.. the other guys wont get less hot ;D hahaha So.. well still.. it would be nice to have sum1 ^^ anyways.. nvm XD
Well well.. okey, thn it's parteey at Manda's 2moz ... could be fun.. :P or it could be jus as every other party they have.. that it ends up with Mange n Manda's fightin n I've to go with Manda n jus.. I dunno, walk.. well I sure as hell hope not cuz god knows I'll go home ! ^^
School's okey.. actually.. I dunno what expectations I have... I jus wake up every morning, takin the day as it comes (: It's for the best.. tho I have to remeber to practise at my homework (A) haha I'm so bad at that... you see, I 've like.. what, 4-5 homework alrdy n I sit here n I've plant to partey 2moz ;D Im such a gd school girl :P NOT
And yeah ! Nice to see you Marc ! I cant get how fun it is to actually bull you.. it's like.. the funniest ever ;D Im sry I cant help it, it's in ma nature you know :P Anyways, hope I'll see you again b4 you leave.. it would feel very bad otherwise... since you've been here for sum time :P Anyways, fucks to you.. ^^
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OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD... I so love guys.. they're soo hot.. I cant rly believe it.. WOHA ! <3 Well well... I think it's better if I stay single and look at them? Cuz.. if I would get a boyfriend... he would get RLY jealous cuz seriously... Jus bcs I get a boyfriend.. the other guys wont get less hot ;D hahaha So.. well still.. it would be nice to have sum1 ^^ anyways.. nvm XD
Well well.. okey, thn it's parteey at Manda's 2moz ... could be fun.. :P or it could be jus as every other party they have.. that it ends up with Mange n Manda's fightin n I've to go with Manda n jus.. I dunno, walk.. well I sure as hell hope not cuz god knows I'll go home ! ^^
School's okey.. actually.. I dunno what expectations I have... I jus wake up every morning, takin the day as it comes (: It's for the best.. tho I have to remeber to practise at my homework (A) haha I'm so bad at that... you see, I 've like.. what, 4-5 homework alrdy n I sit here n I've plant to partey 2moz ;D Im such a gd school girl :P NOT
And yeah ! Nice to see you Marc ! I cant get how fun it is to actually bull you.. it's like.. the funniest ever ;D Im sry I cant help it, it's in ma nature you know :P Anyways, hope I'll see you again b4 you leave.. it would feel very bad otherwise... since you've been here for sum time :P Anyways, fucks to you.. ^^
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Wtf?
Sum things can jus drive me INSANE ! I dont get it.. what it is with ppl and changes ?! Why cant they accept whn you wanna change n jus.. back you up ?? What is it with changes that's so bad ?.. why cant I be what I want n you can jus say that it's gd for me that I can be like I wanna be n not like everybody else n what they want me to be ? Why hate me whn I dare to be myself ?.... not wierd that the world is like this......
Ppl're not BORN into what they are or how they dress.. you're not BORN a skater, you're not BORN a doctor or a bitch or a dentist or whatever.. it's sumthin you BECOME for cryin out load ! you cant deside how ppl should be, you cant say "thats not you" cuz you know what, PEOPLE CHANGE !!! For fuck sake ppl ! What's wrong with you ?! If you treat ppl like this n tell them what they should dress like, what they should say, what they should be like n what they should do it's not WIERD that the world's fucked up. It's not strange if everybody dress the same whn you TELL them it's like this you MUST look like for ppl (themself) to like you...
I jus found out that my cousin would "cut the strings" if I became emo.. wtf is that ? . . . so you mean, that our family thing doesnt mean anything for you ? that you rather ignore your own cousin, thn know an emo ?.. you know dude, that's sick... if you rly cared for me as my cousin, you wouldnt bother, you would support me... But okey, is that how you feel.. thn fine, spit on me, I dont care, I do as I like !
Solitude * Vacancy <3
Tired.
Okey.. I'll prolly be off to bed RLY soon.. But I jus felt like writin a blog ;O I dunno why I jus felt this need... Oh god Im so cold, it's like freezin outside n shit.. Well I've been in the city now n been walkin round, huggin ppl n talkin alot.. Met alot of ppl, first person I met was Jonas, shocker ^^ haha I see him everywhere... it was pretty fun cuz I went round sayin I was in love with him... thn Maja thought we were a couple XD haha lmao... anways, I wouldnt mind I think.. he's pretty gdlookin.. not very my type tho, I think... but hey, he doesnt always have to be my "type"... Saw alot of HOOOT guys out 2night... Johan Cederlund were in town ;) *RAWR* <3 He went round alot, not strange that he's such a great shape as he ran round... damn <3 I didnt mind, jus made me feel so much better seein that ass walkin all over the place... Wouldnt mind if it had walked all over me Ö: hahaha <3 well well.. the night went on great n I met Manda n her bf n sum of their friends n I got hugs n so on... n thn my friend Maja's cousin Emma got jumped on n so she'd to go to the hospital.. but she's alright now (: luckely... well in big draws, the night was cool (: I saw M.J too... daaamn <3 anyways, I hope I'll be with Nic n Marc sum day.. ??! But I dunno, we'll jus see how it turns out.. Im off to bed now so.. I'll say good night n sweet dream <3 LOVE YOU FOREVER MY FRIENDS <3<3<3<3 through sickness and health 'til death do us part <3
I seriously dont give a FUCK what you do anymore. and it feels GREAT. I dont care if you dont call and I dont care if you dont write. I jus dont give a fuck ! If you wanna live your life through like this, without me. FINE, your lose n end of storie. I like you no matter what but I wont love you forever. jus call me whn you care. Im jus gon sleep now and *yawn* thn 2moz, I'll live my life as I always does .. Forever in my life <3
Solitude * Vacancy <3
I seriously dont give a FUCK what you do anymore. and it feels GREAT. I dont care if you dont call and I dont care if you dont write. I jus dont give a fuck ! If you wanna live your life through like this, without me. FINE, your lose n end of storie. I like you no matter what but I wont love you forever. jus call me whn you care. Im jus gon sleep now and *yawn* thn 2moz, I'll live my life as I always does .. Forever in my life <3
Solitude * Vacancy <3
Twisch twisch..
Allright.. yesterday was fun ! :D I went to town with Ante at like.. 21:00.. ? Cuz I wanted to see the band "farfars fågel" play ;D haha They're cool.. ^^ N thn.. I met Jonas from my class, so we talked n watshed the band n he complained that they sucked ;D feackin arse.. they dont suck, they're cool ;D Well anyways.. whn they'd played.. there was not much to do .. haha it was sum chick who started to read poems... o.O ....... dude, seriously ? We've jus heard a kinda rockband n you wanna read us poetry?... o.O... Well sum ppl jus, got droped whn they were born...
"SADLY" the poetry stoped n another rockband, from our town, started to play.. They.. erhm.. Okey lets put it this way, I like rock but dudes.. ? That was.. I could handle the music but the voicals? They should've had more WORDS n more like, growl.. that'd been cool (: Anyways, I didnt bother since I met Anna, her bf n sum other ppl (: She stayed for a chat n so they wanted us to come along, so we did (: But Jonas'd left us by thn for a guy namned Johannes... *faggot* what, did I say anything? ... (A)
Anyways.. we followed them to this girl's bf's apartment.. or whatever you call it ^o) it was like.. up in the attic.. I jus put it like this, I wouldnt wanna live there if I were drunk XD the staires wasnt, how should I put it... drunky gentle XD Well.. we didnt stay there that long since we went along n rode in Anna's bf's car (: it was cool, tho my window didnt work very well, so I didnt see that much ! MY LUCK! anyways.. I saw CK in his faggot epa.. Wanted to spit at it but he was to far ahead... *puke*
After sum hour of drivin we jumped out n head along to the centre.. it SUCKED there so I called Manda, who'd called me b4 n said she jus haaad to see me... ^o) erhm,, oks ?.. n she was takin a pee whn I called ^o) In sum forest ^o) by our school ^o)
................ o.O ........................... anyways.. I said I was walkin towards the busstation n she said she was gon come n meet me..... but 10seconds after I'd hung up she called again.. "heey, erhm.. where did you say you were again? I forgot... ;D" Well aye, we finally met n she was, whats the word?.. aye, DRUNK! So I looked after her n we went n met sum other ppl n her bf n shit... n we lost Ante n her bf, thn Ante came n so Mange, her bf, had been taken by the police... ;S Thn Hanna puked, at my pants... NICE ! NOT ! well well.. no harm done (: so they sent Hanna home n we split up n me n Ante followed Manda home n thn I went home n sat by the comp (:
Anyways.. it was a nice night (: N I hope 2night'll get even better !! <3 *hoping that it wont rain* I love rain but dude, not whn I'm newly showered n Im in town n there's like 20min home ;D
IT'S COLD! Im freezin myself to death down here... *brrrrr..* My fingers almost get stuck on the keytable Ö: NOT.. haha Aye, damnit.. Im s'pose to write Philip an poem.. I totaly forgot.. haha I always forget that ;P I need better memorie.. anyways, Im not in a "write poems" kinda mood.. I accually feel great XD *the intresse club's takin notes* NAAT.. yeah yeah, cant fail in everythin here on earth, can I ... ;D erhm, lets proceed....
Jag Älskar Dig <3
Marc babes, hope everythin's alright n that I'll see you soon <3
Solitude * Vacancy <3
"SADLY" the poetry stoped n another rockband, from our town, started to play.. They.. erhm.. Okey lets put it this way, I like rock but dudes.. ? That was.. I could handle the music but the voicals? They should've had more WORDS n more like, growl.. that'd been cool (: Anyways, I didnt bother since I met Anna, her bf n sum other ppl (: She stayed for a chat n so they wanted us to come along, so we did (: But Jonas'd left us by thn for a guy namned Johannes... *faggot* what, did I say anything? ... (A)
Anyways.. we followed them to this girl's bf's apartment.. or whatever you call it ^o) it was like.. up in the attic.. I jus put it like this, I wouldnt wanna live there if I were drunk XD the staires wasnt, how should I put it... drunky gentle XD Well.. we didnt stay there that long since we went along n rode in Anna's bf's car (: it was cool, tho my window didnt work very well, so I didnt see that much ! MY LUCK! anyways.. I saw CK in his faggot epa.. Wanted to spit at it but he was to far ahead... *puke*
After sum hour of drivin we jumped out n head along to the centre.. it SUCKED there so I called Manda, who'd called me b4 n said she jus haaad to see me... ^o) erhm,, oks ?.. n she was takin a pee whn I called ^o) In sum forest ^o) by our school ^o)
................ o.O ........................... anyways.. I said I was walkin towards the busstation n she said she was gon come n meet me..... but 10seconds after I'd hung up she called again.. "heey, erhm.. where did you say you were again? I forgot... ;D" Well aye, we finally met n she was, whats the word?.. aye, DRUNK! So I looked after her n we went n met sum other ppl n her bf n shit... n we lost Ante n her bf, thn Ante came n so Mange, her bf, had been taken by the police... ;S Thn Hanna puked, at my pants... NICE ! NOT ! well well.. no harm done (: so they sent Hanna home n we split up n me n Ante followed Manda home n thn I went home n sat by the comp (:
Anyways.. it was a nice night (: N I hope 2night'll get even better !! <3 *hoping that it wont rain* I love rain but dude, not whn I'm newly showered n Im in town n there's like 20min home ;D
IT'S COLD! Im freezin myself to death down here... *brrrrr..* My fingers almost get stuck on the keytable Ö: NOT.. haha Aye, damnit.. Im s'pose to write Philip an poem.. I totaly forgot.. haha I always forget that ;P I need better memorie.. anyways, Im not in a "write poems" kinda mood.. I accually feel great XD *the intresse club's takin notes* NAAT.. yeah yeah, cant fail in everythin here on earth, can I ... ;D erhm, lets proceed....
Jag Älskar Dig <3
Marc babes, hope everythin's alright n that I'll see you soon <3
Solitude * Vacancy <3
SO..So..so...
Another day.................... I have nothing to write. I've lost my ability to .. I dunno, not to think but to... ? To get thoughts into words, or sumthin.. ;S See.. I vant even get the bloody explanation down in words.. Im patetic... Im TIRED n Im EXHAUSTED n Im IN PAIN n Im LONGING FOR ANTE ;O But he's in Lse now so.. He's jus goin home n thn I can be with him (: Neat.. Anyways... 1 day at work left *YAAAY* Thn there's byebye hard work n hello money (: Feels great, to have acomplished SUMTHIN this summer but more fat -.-
I say I don't care, but who'm I fooling...
It's tearing me apart....
Well Im off to Ante now !! :D So I'll be off for now. LOVE YOU ALL <33
Fucks to you Marc, you whore ;)
Solitude * Vacancy <3
I say I don't care, but who'm I fooling...
It's tearing me apart....
Well Im off to Ante now !! :D So I'll be off for now. LOVE YOU ALL <33
Fucks to you Marc, you whore ;)
Solitude * Vacancy <3
The World At An End.
I guess this is not good for me. I shouldn't be doing this, but I can't help it! I just wanna know how it feels, what's so.. uniq about it. I wonder how it would taste. This is not good for me at all, but I can't help feeling like I'm trapped! I just wanna do it this one time? Please? But what if I do. Everybody would freak out and I would have to talk to someone and mum would start thinking what she's done wrong and why I can't trust her.
It's not her fault, it's me and my own fault. I can't help I wanna die, I can't help that my life is not how I want it to be. It's not her fault, she's done everything right and she couldn't have done it better. But I could've. I could've turned my back when trouble tapped me on the shoulder. But I didn't. I turned around and shook it's hand and made it a part. And now I can't leave it all behind and move on with my life because I'm stuck. I can't move. I can't breathe. Help me. Or do I wanna be helped. Do I want you to rescue me. Or do I wanna die in solitude.
I shouldn't do this. I have to stop read things like this. But I can't. It's like an addiction. Like an alcoholic. I can't stop. I can't walk away and don't think about it. I can't turn the computer off and just... I can't. I just can't stop thinking about how it feels. How does it feel? I wanna know. You don't really know the real deal until you've tried it, you know.
If I do, would you hate me? Or would you slap me in the face? Or would you start to cry? Or would you be my angel and hug me 'tiI die?
Just this one time. Just this one breathe. Just this one life. Just this one blade...
*Trying to do some silly YAY-dance for the sake that the right function works*
Solitude * Vacancy <3
It's not her fault, it's me and my own fault. I can't help I wanna die, I can't help that my life is not how I want it to be. It's not her fault, she's done everything right and she couldn't have done it better. But I could've. I could've turned my back when trouble tapped me on the shoulder. But I didn't. I turned around and shook it's hand and made it a part. And now I can't leave it all behind and move on with my life because I'm stuck. I can't move. I can't breathe. Help me. Or do I wanna be helped. Do I want you to rescue me. Or do I wanna die in solitude.
I shouldn't do this. I have to stop read things like this. But I can't. It's like an addiction. Like an alcoholic. I can't stop. I can't walk away and don't think about it. I can't turn the computer off and just... I can't. I just can't stop thinking about how it feels. How does it feel? I wanna know. You don't really know the real deal until you've tried it, you know.
If I do, would you hate me? Or would you slap me in the face? Or would you start to cry? Or would you be my angel and hug me 'tiI die?
Just this one time. Just this one breathe. Just this one life. Just this one blade...
*Caress my cheek and wipe the tears I cry*
*Hold my hand and watsh me die*
*My sickness' running out and I'm loosing my hope*
*When heaven's taking over I know I won't cope*
*Believe it or not, I'm jumping to die*
*I promise to bleed, so promise you'll cry*
*Hold my hand and watsh me die*
*My sickness' running out and I'm loosing my hope*
*When heaven's taking over I know I won't cope*
*Believe it or not, I'm jumping to die*
*I promise to bleed, so promise you'll cry*
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...
..
...
What if I do it
What if I fall
What if I stumbles
And let go of it all
What if it hurts
What if I cry
What if I cut my wrist
And bleed myself to die
...
..
.
What if I fall
What if I stumbles
And let go of it all
What if it hurts
What if I cry
What if I cut my wrist
And bleed myself to die
...
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.
*Trying to do some silly YAY-dance for the sake that the right function works*
Solitude * Vacancy <3
Hot, hot, hot.
Im cookin !! It's boilin hot in our basement ! (Might be cuz Im here Ö: ... haha) That never happens... our basement's ALWAYS like.. freeeeezin... you could like, walk down the stairs n .. your feets could get stuck on the steps cuz it's so cold.. or sumthin ^o) But not 2daz.. GOD I must be hot atm, damn... Ö: HAHA not....
Well okey, was fun beein with you yesterday babes <3 It was fun, I love beein with you. To bad it doesnt happen that often Ö: haha love you forever and ever ⁢3 ⁢3 ⁢3 ⁢3 ⁢3 ⁢3 ⁢3 ⁢3
2daz.. I've done... well, nothing at all... Well i've been eatin, got fater, prolly... n I've watshed Fantastic 4 the rise of the silver surfer, or what it's called... I'd seen almost the entire film last time but thn the comp, who prolly loves me so much, died.... So I couldnt watsh the end... Well I've seen it now n it was rly gd (: n after that I watshed Van The Man with dad cuz he hadnt seen it... Well I might have seen it, what... 4 times now ? XD Seriously.. it's that gd ^^ I've to see the second film... (: Bout that, might should download it now.. God Im smart ^^
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Han kommer hem, jag smyger ut
Han kysser hon som sög min AH
Han sätter sig vid samma bord
Där jag nyss stod och tog hon bakifrån
För är det så det ska va?
Ja svara "Ja de är klart"
För har han ingen tid för henne
Struntar hur hon känner
Då får han skylla sig själv !
Byz- Jag Smyger Ut <3
I wonder what I should do now.. I have absolutly nothing to do... I dont wanna think bout school, it's prolly loads of things I should do b4 I start... But Im not a "studdy on my vacation" kinda person... Only thing I could studdy on ma vacation's english ^^ haha Seriously.. I cant mess english up this year AT ALL.. nothing can go wrong.. I wont matter what happens.. Im so gettin the highest grade this year.. end of storie.. haha
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What can I do when nothing walks my way
When words just stumples and I have nothing to say
What can I do when your words whispers in my ear
I'm trying to listen bit it's only your voice I hear
Broken footsteps, overflowing with blood
Happy moments, drowning in mud
Sixteen pistols poiting at me
Is it my time to die, finally?
The thoughts of you will never go
The words of saying, I love you so
The evilness in my painfull mind
I've lost my vision 'cause love's made me blind
With no eyes to look and your voice in my head
It's hard to throw away the pillow and get out of bed
When trouble follows you around and you have no turning back
Where should you go so you won't be at lack
Where should I turn, when all I want is you
Where should I go, when my cure doesn't want me too
Quoting Van The Man; Sometimes you just have to go where your heart leads you, even tho it's a place you're not suppose to be.
(( He said that while standing in the ladies dressingroom.. and the following line goes like this, said by the girl whom he was talking to; And how often do your heart leads you to the ladies dressingroom ? ;)
Smart girl, wohahaha (: ))
Solitude * Vacanacy <3
Can't take this.
Okey.. Im so off thinkin of love... Im so off botherin bout anythin that matters n anythin that doesnt.. I dont wanna bother bout anything anymore ... Why does ma life anways take these wierd n hard ways thru life.. Why cant I get a beautiful n easy way... An small road... Jus made for me n ma life.. with no obstacles n no trafic... But Nooo.. send Marlene to the freackin big city n put her in sum major trafic jam... Very ma luck...
Noo... Im jus gon to put my arse on the nxt elevator down to hell...... that'll do <3
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It's not my fault I like you
It's not my fault I am me
I have nothing at all to do
With how everything turned out to be
I have nothing to do with your glow
I have nothing to do with your smile
It's just certanly not my fault
That you are just my style
What should I do to make you shine
What should I do to make you see
That even tho you dont wanna be mine
I'll always want you here with me <3
And don't judge me from what I say or do
'Cause it's really not my fault I like you...
"Fucking" - When loving her just isn't enough.
Trust me on this one, I bet she'll suck SOMETHING outta you.
Ease my pain.
Pull the trigger.
Solitude * Vacancy <3
Noo... Im jus gon to put my arse on the nxt elevator down to hell...... that'll do <3
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It's not my fault I like you
It's not my fault I am me
I have nothing at all to do
With how everything turned out to be
I have nothing to do with your glow
I have nothing to do with your smile
It's just certanly not my fault
That you are just my style
What should I do to make you shine
What should I do to make you see
That even tho you dont wanna be mine
I'll always want you here with me <3
And don't judge me from what I say or do
'Cause it's really not my fault I like you...
"Fucking" - When loving her just isn't enough.
Trust me on this one, I bet she'll suck SOMETHING outta you.
Ease my pain.
Pull the trigger.
Solitude * Vacancy <3
Saturday.
Well okey.. thn it's Saturday.. What shall I do 2daz?.. Be with Sis I think... <3 If she stills wanna spend sum quality time with me ;P Well okey... yesterday.. There's no idea to stay at Mandas whn they're drinking.. seriously.. They jus get mad at eachother n I get it out cuz I've to go with Manda whn she's mad... Now Mange, Tony n Nystedt went away n was gon ride in this car... So aye, she got mad cuz she thinks that he never spends time with her.. omg.. So I'd to put up with her n her 4 ciders... -.- Oh my gosch... Well anyways... we went out bikin n thn we went in again since it was cold outside.. Thn she ju laid on the bed, goin thru Mange's mobile ;S She jus.. I wanna find sumthin Im NOT s'pose to find... WTF ;S So you WANT him to be cheatin on you or what ?! Seriously, how do you two MANAGE?! GOD ! It jus drives me insane... Well.. I went pretty early cuz she wanted to sleep... So... N I went home n sat my arse infront of the comp... Oooh, Marlene.. your life is sooo... I dunno, givin....! NOT ?! I have no life... I think Im off from this town n jus gon move 2 a city where no1 knows me... It would be SOO nice... No gossip, no rumours, nothing... I dont know anything bout any1 else so I dont have to go n puke once in a while whn I walk thru town.... Tho I love Lse.. But I dont think Im s'pose to live here.. I get nothing outta it...
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I love you, frightly
There's nothing you don't know
So hold me, tightly
Don't ever let me go <3
Joakim....
Jag Älskar Dig Mer Än Jag Får ... </3
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I have nothin to write bout you ;S I dont think of us as I used to... I've jus.. stoped.. I bet I realised there was so idea... No point.. Jus... wasted of thoughts n tears. Waste of unsaid words n pain.. Nothing I wanna handle with right now anwyays... i jus wanna live my life while I can.. b4 school starts -.-
Seriously, I've never cut myself, yet, but I BET I'll start whn school starts... I was THIS close last year.. I jus cant handle stress n much pressure.. I take my life slow n I do what I want, whn I want it... If it takes an entire year, it takes an entire year... You shouldnt bother !
I soo wanna change... RLY BADLY.... I dont wanna be this anymore... This.. Nothingness. I wanna be sum1.. That ppl notice... I wanna be one of a kind, so that Im uniq.. N not like any1 else.. I wanna be me, I wanna be seen, For what I am, Sum1 who doesnt give a damn... I dont care what you think.. Or how you feel, or what you believe of me... Im what I am.. n you're what ... the magasine tells you to be, CHEAP WHORE! Ppl jus dont have their own thoughts anymore..
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V V '. .' V '. .'
V V
PAIN - without love
PAIN - I can't get enough
PAIN - I like it rough
'Cause I rather feel pain then nothing at all <3
I love my close hearts <3
I love my better parts <3
'Cause when it doesn't matter <3
You always make me feel better <3
Solitude * Vacancy <3
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I love you, frightly
There's nothing you don't know
So hold me, tightly
Don't ever let me go <3
Joakim....
Jag Älskar Dig Mer Än Jag Får ... </3
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I have nothin to write bout you ;S I dont think of us as I used to... I've jus.. stoped.. I bet I realised there was so idea... No point.. Jus... wasted of thoughts n tears. Waste of unsaid words n pain.. Nothing I wanna handle with right now anwyays... i jus wanna live my life while I can.. b4 school starts -.-
Seriously, I've never cut myself, yet, but I BET I'll start whn school starts... I was THIS close last year.. I jus cant handle stress n much pressure.. I take my life slow n I do what I want, whn I want it... If it takes an entire year, it takes an entire year... You shouldnt bother !
I soo wanna change... RLY BADLY.... I dont wanna be this anymore... This.. Nothingness. I wanna be sum1.. That ppl notice... I wanna be one of a kind, so that Im uniq.. N not like any1 else.. I wanna be me, I wanna be seen, For what I am, Sum1 who doesnt give a damn... I dont care what you think.. Or how you feel, or what you believe of me... Im what I am.. n you're what ... the magasine tells you to be, CHEAP WHORE! Ppl jus dont have their own thoughts anymore..
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V V '. .' V '. .'
V V
PAIN - without love
PAIN - I can't get enough
PAIN - I like it rough
'Cause I rather feel pain then nothing at all <3
I love my close hearts <3
I love my better parts <3
'Cause when it doesn't matter <3
You always make me feel better <3
Solitude * Vacancy <3
I Love You <3
Even tho we're miles apart
You'll always be the biggest part
Of my empty heart
And you'll be the one to see
That I want you close to me
May it be
Through laughter and cry
You'll be that certain guy
I dont wonder why
You're the best thing ever
And I want us to be together
Forever and ever <3
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Solitude * Vacancy <3
You'll always be the biggest part
Of my empty heart
And you'll be the one to see
That I want you close to me
May it be
Through laughter and cry
You'll be that certain guy
I dont wonder why
You're the best thing ever
And I want us to be together
Forever and ever <3
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Solitude * Vacancy <3
Another day of work.
Okey.. another day of work.. Im so exhausted.. I jus wanna go to sleep now n sleep for an eternity .. ;D N my finger hurts... I've no idea how MANY times I've hurted myself 2daz, god Xp N Im sooo sleepy.. *snore* Well I cant go to sleep.. since I've to eat n thn I've to go to Manda.. Since she called me n she wanted me to come over later on whn she arrives to Lse.. So I bet I must do that.. It was a long time since I met her </3 It's accually great weather outside 2daz.. different from yesterday... Tho I love rain.. :)
Seriously... I've no clue of the days... I thought it was Thursday ;S N thn Marianne said, See you on Monday thn, have a nice weekend.. I was like, huh ?!... N I lookedat te phone n it was Friday Xp It felt great, dont think I'd managed to work 2moz sanyways ;D 2moz.. I SOOOO gonna sleep <3 We'll see how late I'll be out 2night... but hopefully I'll be out long so I get even more tired n can sleep for hours n hours :D
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Me
I'm a scene
I'm a dramaqueen
I'm the best damn thing that you're eyes have ever seen
Avril Lavigne - Best Damn Thing <3
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We were made for each other
Out here forever I know we were
And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can only breathe I need to feel you here with me
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you
Avril Lavigne - When you're gone <3
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I LOVE Avril Lavignes new album <3 I SOO gotta buy it :) Thn I have all her albums so far <3 She's rly te best <3
Well I have no idea what I should write more now so.. I'll jus end it here thn ;D
I still love you all :D <33 N fucks to Marc, fun to hear that you're coming here :)
Jag Älskar Dig Joakim <3
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Where are the hopes, where are the dreams
My Cinderella story scene
When do you think they'll finally see
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Solitude * Vacancy <3
Seriously... I've no clue of the days... I thought it was Thursday ;S N thn Marianne said, See you on Monday thn, have a nice weekend.. I was like, huh ?!... N I lookedat te phone n it was Friday Xp It felt great, dont think I'd managed to work 2moz sanyways ;D 2moz.. I SOOOO gonna sleep <3 We'll see how late I'll be out 2night... but hopefully I'll be out long so I get even more tired n can sleep for hours n hours :D
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Me
I'm a scene
I'm a dramaqueen
I'm the best damn thing that you're eyes have ever seen
Avril Lavigne - Best Damn Thing <3
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We were made for each other
Out here forever I know we were
And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can only breathe I need to feel you here with me
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you
Avril Lavigne - When you're gone <3
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I LOVE Avril Lavignes new album <3 I SOO gotta buy it :) Thn I have all her albums so far <3 She's rly te best <3
Well I have no idea what I should write more now so.. I'll jus end it here thn ;D
I still love you all :D <33 N fucks to Marc, fun to hear that you're coming here :)
Jag Älskar Dig Joakim <3
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Where are the hopes, where are the dreams
My Cinderella story scene
When do you think they'll finally see
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Solitude * Vacancy <3
Rewritten. Untitled.
I hate my heart
I hate my soul
Turning like this
as I'd no goal
I hate the pain
I hate the burn
It hurts so much
and I've no place to turn
It has all gone black
and recolored no more
Alone on the ground
broken and sore
How come Nothing hurts this much
How come it doesnt bleed
I have no one to talk to
I have no creed
So what should I do
To clear the mist
I should pick up a knife
And cut my wrist..
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Avril Lavigne - Keep Holding On <33
Solitude * Vacancy <3
I hate my soul
Turning like this
as I'd no goal
I hate the pain
I hate the burn
It hurts so much
and I've no place to turn
It has all gone black
and recolored no more
Alone on the ground
broken and sore
How come Nothing hurts this much
How come it doesnt bleed
I have no one to talk to
I have no creed
So what should I do
To clear the mist
I should pick up a knife
And cut my wrist..
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Avril Lavigne - Keep Holding On <33
Solitude * Vacancy <3
